Tuesday, January 26, 2010

sometimes its harder to take your own advice...

its kind of sad when you have to go back and read your own posts and try to accept your own advice. i've always believed everything happens for a reason. but sometimes that is easier to accept in hindsight.

it's remembering this that helped me to get off the bathroom floor last night, wipe away my tears, and try to be productive. am i still upset? of course. will i understand why its happening? maybe some day.

of course writing this will beg questions. whats wrong? are you ok? yes, i am ok. there are multiple things going on right now that i'm having issues with. among others there's being poor (we got the infamous gas bill i thought our landlord forgot about. in february we basically will be paying double rent. ouch!), stressed about josh finding a job, and trying to make it through my last semester.

if youre wondering how to make it better, just bring over a large dominoes pepperoni pizza. i love to eat away my troubles hahaha ♥

5 comments:

Liv said...

You know that I've got your back. And doesn't it feel good to get it out? VENT VENT VENT to your heart's content.

And stop making me want Domino's.

Andhari said...

If I lived in the same city, I'd certainly bring you pizza or a tub of ice cream. But seeing where I am, I'm just gonna send you long distance hugs and hope everything will be okay. :)

Elizabeth Marie said...

DUDE. I do not like this. I soooo wish we were closer because I would force you to be my real life friend and bring you pizza and ice cream and let you rant and cry or not talk at all, whatever you wanted.

yours truly dear said...

haha, that sounds nice liz. maybe someday :] and i really am ok, i promise!

Dallin and Ashley said...

I am sorry things are a bit tough right now, let me know if there is ANYTHING you need, can't get pizza, I am trying to diet :(