obsessions...

i go through phases of obsession.

usually it involves loving a pair of shoes and wearing them every day, or a new eye shadow combo. or a vest, or a headband, etc...

sometimes, it can be activities. like: preparing the perfect baby shower, thinking im going to be doing abs of steel everyday, blogging, etc...

right now, i have an obsession of a thought that i could audition for so you think you can dance. this is basically american idol for dancers, if you havent heard of the show. watching this show makes me wish so bad that i had kept dancing. i have danced since age 3, and stayed in classes until age 18. i used to be in a dance company back home. it was fun. my expertise was hip hop and jazz. [not to toot my own horn but i used to be kind of good]

now? im out of shape, havent been to a dance class in maybe 3 years, not flexible at all, and im slowly getting fat [as seen by the 5 cinnamon rolls i ate tonight...]

bah. i feel like if i got in shape and danced like every day for the next month i could audition. anddd i feel like if i had the perfect solo, i could get in and be golden. i have been trained in almost every kind of dance, except for tap. i could do it!!!

honestly, i think that i miiiight end up auditioning for fun. if anything, it has inspired me to look into taking dance classes soon. there's always next year, right? :]