so josh and i have been talking about babies lately, and we've come to a complacent place with the whole thing. we were thinking about it and if i was pregnant or had a baby right now, i probably wouldn't be able to do this job. or doing this job would be a bit more taxing. also, we probably wouldn't be able to afford a house either, since babies are expensive and stuff. especially since we'd have to pay extra haha.
so we're going to focus on our careers, we're buying our house, and we are enjoying our time together. we'll save up our money so we can eventually pay for in-vitro, and hopefully we'll have a baby in a few years. thats the plan for now, and we're actually content with it. so this is an end to the baby hungry chapter in our lives. at least for now. i guess this is more like putting a bookmark in this chapter... ok, i need to stop trying to make analogies... haha
cheers to living in the now and enjoying the blessings we have. ♥