ok, so you know how i said we weren't going to go to the urologist because we were going to put everything on hold for a bit? well, we figured (w/parental guidance) that josh should still go to the appointment just to make sure everything is alright with him. turns out everything is perfectly fine. he's in tip-top shape. this is good and bad news. because yay--he's healthy! but boo--that means that it's official that we can't have kids [ourselves] unless we do in-vitro.
wuh wuh wuhhhhhhhhhh
side note: yesterday at lunch we met this girl who was really nice and when she was leaving she said to me, "you are absolutely gorgeous, you two are going to have the most attractive kids!" and walked away. and then josh commented, "well, not really. but thanks anyways." hahaha. it was funny. back to the point....
so there is the update. to be completely honest we are thinking of using a sperm donor. it would only be about 1 thousand dollars, instead of 14 thousand.. we're both fine with the idea, i know some people may think it's weird, but considering our options it's actually a fabulous route to go. we won't be doing anything right away, so we'll keep you posted. ♥